So, I had a great AP story ready to go, but I have never been more happy to not post something. So, AP has been missing from the blog but not from my life. She still uses my car but we have come to an understanding and so she always buys the gas and tries to avoid the midnight borrowing. We are only friends and will always be friends. She has a very distinct life from mine. She is like a sister. A very good looking sister, but still a sister. Last night she listened to me jabber for an hour about something that had me utterly crushed and she acted like there was nothing more important. She offered to take me out last night anywhere I wanted to go but I didn't want to go. She even offered to pay which almost stopped my heart. She NEVER pays. She makes twenty times what I make at least and the only thing she ever pays for is gas, and that was only done kicking and screaming. I've decided she likes using my car because if she bought or leased one it would mean that she had to make a commitment, and that's not going to happen.