As I said last week, I almost feel a little sorry for Holly Madison. She burned so many bridges over the past four months, and now after being dumped by Criss Angel she is trying to figure out the best way to build all those bridges back again and doesn't seem to be doing a very good job.
Part of the problem is the way she burned those bridges. She did it in public and with her statements because she thought she wasn't going to need any of those people ever again. Her job at Playboy? Gone. Her public appearances for money? Gone except for amounts that will give her just enough to make a decent living for a little while.
Remember how she said she was going to live in Las Vegas? Well she moved back to Los Angeles now to try and get a career back. What she is doing now is trying to produce her own shows. She thinks she is going to be the next big thing in production. I wish her the best, but people are going to be wary of her because you never know when she will just turn on you in public when she doesn't think she needs you anymore. Don't get me wrong. There is a tremendous amount of back stabbing that occurs here on a daily basis, but at the same time, everyone here gets fired and needs favors and relationships to get back on their feet again. It sucks when you don't have anyone to call because you blew them all of when you thought you were the s**t.
For now Holly says she doesn't need men and that she is never going to date again. I'm guessing that Criss screwed her over really good which is why I feel sorry for her. No one deserves that, but at the same time she didn't do any favors for herself with the way she behaved to others who had helped her in the past.
"I'm focused on forwarding my career," she said. "I'm working on producing my own shows. Girls Next Door was a great place to start but it was somebody else's show. I'm just ready to move on."
But is everyone ready to move on with her?