Today's Blind Items - The Pregnancies
There is an actor that is still working today and will always be a B lister because of his acting talent, although he had a very long absence because of these two incidents. No one would hire the Academy Award winner/nominee despite his pedigree because of what he did. Apparently time heals a lot of wounds but when you do what he did, it takes a long time and forgiveness from the two women involved.
Back at the height of his fame which was not that long ago, he met up with this very underage teen who had just hit it big and was partying up a storm. When I say teen, I mean barely a teen, but still the biggest story out there. She was a wild child and was not above getting wasted out of her mind. Frequently. Daily even. No family who cared so she was on her own and this actor took advantage of that and had sex with her. She had sex previously but it was with guys just a little older than her, not a guy in his 30's/40's. He did it more than once. In fact he moved her in with him for about a month and then she got pregnant and he kicked her out and sent her back home to her family. What to do? The family sent her to get an abortion and also to rehab. Nothing really happened to the actor at that time. Later though he got into more trouble.
The actor was involved with a woman who is also an actress and is a good solid B-/C+ to this day. Talented. She is very talented. They had a consensual relationship, although any relationship with this actor was always fraught with verbal and physical abuse. He beat her and yelled at her. She too got pregnant and wanted her to have an abortion. She refused. He would beat her on a daily basis to get her to change her mind. She refused. So, he beat her some more until finally one day she lost the baby. Two days later she was gone and so were his job prospects. Both actresses had powerful friends and this A lister who was on the top of his game just faded away almost instantly.
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«Oldest ‹Older 601 – 800 of 1136 Newer› Newest»Oh my God. I wish I could hug you. It shows in every word you write that you're a damn good person. Thank you on behalf of the abused girls and women in my family who never had a voice... thank you for being sincere and warm and open. Your presence will be missed here.
Holy crap! Thank you Himmmm for being brave enough to speak publicly (more or less) about this. Sadly, Kirk Douglas probably won't pay for his sins in this lifetime, but one can always hope, right? I'd also be interested to know what kind of monster Michael is, since you alluded to it.
To Unknown (which one - there seem to be a few of you today, lol), BitPusher and whoever else is in Toronto, hopefully we can get it together one of these days.
@Himmmm, also glad you're working with Shane Black again. Kiss Kiss Bang Bang is in my top 10. Best wishes for continued success professionally and as a human being.
Holy M*F*S*! Sitting here in waves of shock. So much to take in. Will have to reread a few times for it to hit but OMG that poor woman.
I know it sounds silly and maybe awful but I'm really sad this is coming to an end. Before you go, @himmm (and all of your friends): Thank you so much for your honesty and bravery. Hope to see you guys again.
I believe it, the kirk/natalie rape is actually on that list I posted yesterday. A lot of those things have turned out to be true.
Wow. wow. wow. wow. wow.
Himmmm: Thanks for not being afraid to talk. That's pretty freaking major. And if you ever want to visit Niagara Falls, I'm available to give you a tour!!
Thank you so much Himmmm! you are so brave for speaking up. I know in your industry it's easy do be shuned for speaking up. I hope this is just the start and the truth about these monsters in Hollywood comes to light. Just so you know my 4 year old thinks Iron Man is the best and can't wait to see the avengers, oh and my husband loves you, he's been a rooter of yours for years. Also thank you for syaing that John Huges was the best. I loved all of his work and I am so happy to hear that he was a stand up guy.
Poor Natalie Wood! She had such a sad life and such a tragic loss. I can only hope that where she is, she is happy and at peace. and Kirt Douglas, you are monster who can rot in the deepest vats of hell.
You know...I hate to be a buzzkill here, but Himmmm did not really identify who he/she is...Himmmm in effect, made an anonymous accusation that is absolutely horrific if it's true...I'm *NOT* defending or condemning anyone here, including Himmmm, but I'm saying before we all light our torches and storm the castle, we do have to consider that all we really have are anonymous comments on a gossip blog...
Himmmm I don't know whether you are a hero or a horrible prankster...and if I hope for "hero" that means this horrific story is true, which is heartbreaking.
I guarantee one thing though....this will hit the mainsteam press...HARD.
Brace yourselves.
Himmmm:
I want to add: You can still post, even if you can't do huge reveals anymore.
It will be good to know you - all of you - are still around. Just make your presence known.
Thank you for sharing your knowledge and shedding light on all this darkness.
It is truly appreciated.
OMG. Himmmm is a heeeerrrrrroooooo. I cannot wait to see what comes next from this.
It's been a hell of a ride, y'all!
Proud to have been here with you!
Holy fuck balls
For anyone in Toronto that wants to do a CNAN meet up in April, throw me an email at torontocdan at gmail dot com and I will organize!
Okay but I probably won't be on it until April ;)
It's been a pleasure. And @spacecowboy78, if you want to make the trek, my twin-brain is invited too.
Thank-you, Himmmm.
It is seriously hard to make pancakes and keep up with the comments.
Himmmm said ask Natasha Wagner who the actor was that starred in a movie with her and heather Graham. Implying that's who he was.
It was RDJ in "Two Girls and a Guy"
Anyone else think the old bastard was going to be Charlton Heston? I thought Nicolas Ray was gay. Was sure he had a thing with James Dean and Jeffrey Hunter. Chills!
I have no idea if Natasha G. W. is reading this but If she is I just want to say I've admired her since seeing Two Guys And A Girl at a festival in 1998. Boy, did I crush on her hard. I bought a ticket to Urban legends just because she was in it and she died in the first 5 minutes, What a gyp, Man! Now I know she's as strong, feisty and brave as I've always hoped she'd be.
BTW I don't believe RDJ is himmmm...
Thanks Himmmmmm.
Today, Senate Democrats are beginning a push to renew the Violence Against Women Act.
Lets all help by exposing these rotten rapists and pedophiles once and for all, beginning with our celebrity rapists and pedophiles.
Sunlight IS the best disinfectant!!
It seriously feels like a superhero just flipped his cape and whooshed off. It's such a sad story, but justice for poor Natalie. It's about time.
Wow, I'm just utterly amazed. always lurked, and admired himmm but holy crap.
@*girl - I'll fire off an e-mail to you, but wanted to let you know I'll be away mid-April for about a week. So you CANNOT do it then, lol!
Himmmm...well, since everyone is lining up to verbally fellate you let me jump in the pool hip-deep. ;)
Thanks for the bean-spillage. It's a perfect time to do it, too. The industry will feign ignorance and allow you to plausibly deny your anonposts because you and your Marvel buds are going to own the world come May 4th.
Thank you...and dude, the weightlifting is SO working.
Thanks, Hmmmm. That was great.
I actually think I might know who Enty is--an entertainment lawyer who pointed me to the site when it started. She's a woman. If it's true, that is. But I wouldn't out her.
@*girl, thats very kind of you. We'll see.
FWIW, I didn't call the number, but it is real and belongs to who it's supposed to.
what is up with the comment form? I can only see 200 comments, and this is one post in which i'd really like to see more than 200 comments!!
Holy shittrails.
That is all.
@Unknown - Just do what I'm doing. Keep your copies of Paths Of Glory and Spartacus as a tribute to Kubrick. Counting down the days until Kirk Douglas is dead and I hope this speeds the process up.
OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. Wow. This whole blind/comment dialogue is going to take a few days to digest.
Thank you, Himmmm, for your courage, honor, honesty, compelling writing style(s)...and for being one of us, even when you're a dude playing a dude disguised as another dude. This just proves you're the best.
Last - RIP Natalie and may those of you who have been abused by the Hollywood machine find peace, love and self acceptance.
Now I'm dying to know who the other celebs are that read the blog. I guess that will stay a secret.
Oh my God. Poor Natalie.
Also if you google "Kirk Douglas" and "Natalie Wood" this story comes up a million times...it's been around forever.
I don't know...the reporter in me smells a rat...
So it's not Ryan O'Neal? I am confused!
I think enty posted this as a blind item but never named names.
I also think Kirk Douglas was also the man that killed a showgirl and a low level studio worker covered it up and then was shot up the ladder and died a very powerful and wealthy man. I think it was also the inspiration for the movie Very Bad Things.
Nice for all these lesser websites to feed off of CDAN and try to drive some traffice to their pathetic websites.
So now you went and killed the golden goose. Hope you are happy, you cunts.
But thank you Himmmm for being part of our lives. You are a man among men. I don't care who you are I just care that you exist.
How come I can only read the first 200 comments?
Something just rang a bell too..I remember in Tatum O'Neal's book that her douchebag dad also burned his bridges with Stanley Kubrick...he was getting kind of too cozy with Kubrick's 13/14 year old daughter during the filming of Barry Lyndon..and he carried on an affair with Melanie Griffith when she was 18. I could see him doing this kind of sick sh*t. Scuzbag.
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@boomom - Which Kubrick daughter was that? Anya or Vivian?
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High fives and hugs to Himmmm for settling a score for someone who couldn't stick up for herself. And for all the other amazing, kind words you've spoken here.
And I know you practice what you preach, too. Years ago I was a lowly 22 year old, broke barista in a LA coffee shop. You can tell a lot about people by how they treat the folks making their coffee, and you were spotted once. You radiated warmth and kindness. Since then I have never doubted what kind of person you are. You can't fake that kind of character.
Himmmm, you are a gentleman and a wonderful human being, which as you point out is all that matters. Hope our paths cross again some day and that I may bring you a coffee (though I'm out of the industry now :).
I am sorry to waste the space here but I can only read past post #200 if I post a comment, myself. I know, I don't understand it either...
This is as interesting and exciting as the Timmy/Shimmy days!!!
Even if Himmmmm isn't who we all believe him to be - but I very, very much want to believe that, because I've got nothing but love for that guy: he proves that even at your deepest, darkest rock bottom, you can pull yourself up again if you really, really believe in living an authentic life - it still means that there ARE some celebs out there who don't buy in to the Hollyweird hype and aren't all complete douchemonkeys who will just turn a blind eye to perversion and other evil acts because they've been told to.
Himmmmm - and of course, your pals who conversed with the rest of us too - you have probably restored a little more of my faith in humanity today, albeit, in the weirdest, weirdest way.
All of Farrah's friends hated Ryan.
I dont think it matters who himmmm is & I refuse to say the name that In sure we are all thinking. The fact that there will always be doubters will actually work to his benefit. i do not believe this is a "prank". If you want to prank hollywood you kill off brad pitt on twitter you dont share a story with this kind of emotion at the risk of your own well being. Once again THANK YOU himmmm for your bravery. If more people were like you I wouldnt be so nervous everytime my little girls were out of my sight. And even though I think this will explode in the media there will be some new scandal to overtake it soon. & then maybe himmmm & herrrr can come back!
Not to out victims of abuse?
I never really understood that.
Silence is but one layer of the musty and most foul cloak terror wraps itself in.
If you're my neighbor and your spouse likes to punch your face in for fun, I would like to know. Because then I can react accordingly. Call the cops, report it or, more likely, kick his or her face in myself. The only reason I could assume you don't want to know who the women are is because it embarrasses them and makes you feel ashamed for them? I have yet to meet anyone who's looked down on someone who was abused. Don't feel ashamed for victims and don't let them be embarrassed. Empower them instead. It's how the one's who get away alive to tell the story get the courage to do so. Kitty Genovese? Maybe if everybody hadn't been embarrassed or ashamed, she'd be alive. What if Rihanna never called the cops? You would still be dancing to C. Brown? The point I'm trying to make is it's hard to discuss something if everybody denies it exists.
And outing someone is different. Who someone has relations with and willful, vicious violence are two entirely different things. Never the two shall equate.
Well, unless you go to the right bars near my neighborhood. For enough money, you can usually arrange those things in SF =)
the only actor I can think of that completely disappeared but is now working again is Ben Affleck. And he did date Gwenyth Paltrow. And he's been famous much more recently than Ryan O'neal. However, the person he disappeared after dating is JLo; he has three kids now, so beating someone into a miscarriage doesn't make sense; and his disappearance while striking when you look at his imdb made a lot more sense in real time, what with the string of flops he had. However, my brain just keeps coming back to him, so, throwing it out there.
Well as a long time reader and never poster, let me just say this: @himmmm I've always felt you are the greatest living actor on par with Chaplin and Olivier. Now I am simply blown away by your bravery.
Sitting here in Liverpool with my jaw on the floor.
Wow.
Himmmm I cannot thank you enough for putting all this stuff out there. You are amazing.
I knew it would probably have to end at some point, but what a ride. All the best.
Wow. Between this and the Hayden blind with all dirt I found when following where that lead.... I just feel ill.
Himmmm.... hope you manage to stay around in a new incarnation.
I SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY hope/pray that someone, sometime has the courage to write a tell-all and just let the chips fall where they may.
CDANers -- see you later.
been here since the Timmy/Shimmy days and always said this is an amazing site, with the highest level fellow readers, but never expected all of this...I have chills and tears for the people who have been hurt and are hurting, and the most admiration for Hmmmm and every other brave poster out there. Thank you all for letting me be a small virtual part of your worlds...
Back around 1984-85ish I watched a movie called 16 Candles. There was one actor who really stole the show. I told myself..we are gonna see a lot of that guy. Now I know he is as cool on the inside as he was on the outside. Come back and visit {{Himmmm}} and the others too.
Heartbreaking...
I have a question for all of you. I worked in a male dominated industry where women were and are still considered second class or something to be protected.
Bounties were placed on the heads of virginal women. Men would contribute to the pot and the man who took the woman's virginity would get the money.
I was wondering if the same thing happened in Hollywood?
@Jason, it was Vivian. I can't seem to find the book to give you a page number but I remember clearly it was her.
Em, I didn't really think you were being sarcastic because you've always come across as kinder than that, but I wanted to be sure (because I can be a snarky cynical bee-yacht myself sometimes). :)
Someone else has already said something but -
@ Natasha
Thank you for being a part of this too.
I do have one inside movie knowledge of Two Girls and a Guy.
My friend was scouted by someone working on the movie he came up to her on a streetcorner in NYC. He said he liked her look (she was a knockout) and asked if she was interested in auditioning for James Toback for a role they are casting for a movie called Two Girls and a Guy.
My friend having no acting background thought this was her ticket to Hollywood and fame and fortune.
She went on set to James Toback's trailer or office and she sat on the couch with him (there was no one else with them and he didn't tape the audition) and he had her read some lines for the role.
She said then James opened his shirt and said iI want you to suck on my nipples. That's it just suck on his nipples.
My freind figured what the hell even though James Toback makes trolls look handsome and sucked on his nipples as long as he wanted, no sex, no bj, didn't touch her (she swore) just sucking on his nipples. Then she left and never heard from him or the scout again. It took her awhile to figure out she was pimped by a production assistant.
You know who did get the role she "auditioned for"....
Vanessa Williams.
To this day my friend thinks Vanessa got the role becuase she sucked nipples better than her.
True story, I swear.
@ishkabibble - I highly doubt Affleck would have been able to get one swing in vs. JLO. She was a dancer, which made her quick, he's not so graceful.
To read the comments...
click on the title of any post, it is a link to a separate page that shows all the comments. Scroll down to the bottom of the comments until you see the words newer and newest next to the number of comments on the right, those words are links that will lead you to a new page of comments. :)
(for those of you that need this info)
@ FS
Man, you must be getting sick of copy+pasting that!
:D
While I appreciate the eloquent and dramatic story (and am shocked by it), I don't think this addresses the current blind. This is a revolting tale about a casting couch rape, something we all know was and is very prevalent in Hollywood. The blind is about some perv impregnating a tween/young teen and a consenting adult and their resulting abortion/miscarriage. So...the original blind remains unanswered, but I'm gonna go with Ryan Fucking O'Neal, Drew Barrymore, and Melanie Griffith. Himmmm, can we get an amen here?
Thanks Mr. Himmmmm. I feel so much better about my hatred of Fuckwad. It's not nice to dislike someone so much, especially someone I don't even know, but after reading Tatum's book, I just couldn't imagine his cruelty. He never had a paternal bone in his body. He was so jealous of her being nominated and then winning the Academy Award he had to make her feel like crap. What kind of Father does that? A fuckwad, that's who.
And as far as Farrah staying with him?? Well, I think she was a little (a lot) looney tunes.
Don't work too hard Mr. Himmmm. Your posts make my day and I hope you come back soon.
@Timebob: "To this day my friend thinks Vanessa got the role becuase she sucked nipples better than her."
LMAO!!!! And also, EWWWWWW.....
I knew the guy who printed the Hollywood Kids gossip rag - an old ABDick off set printer in a tiny NoHo hole in the wall - and by 1991 they had all died of AIDS.
HOLY shit on a stick!!!
I am literally aghast. My mouth is agape. Drooling.
This has been the best week of gossip in the entire world of gossip.
Thank you Himmmm. You are a GOD to this humble CDANer.
Thank you, for the first time, it really feels like someone in Hollywood, really does care about the victims of these horrible crimes. Cares more about the rapes, than about what will become of their own careers. And really knows how important it is to tell who the monster is.
From deep within my heart, thank you for revealing this horrible person for who they are...a monster!
I've been reading this site for quite a few years and even submitted my own blind -ENTY didn't post it. ;)
I agree with who are saying we don't name HIMMMM/HERRRR. We know who it is-and some outsiders will know as well and it will get posted. But no reason for any of us to support their efforts. I almost feel like I'd be deceiving HIMMM, ENTY and CDAN.
I almost went onto Twitter and Celebitchy to say what I had just read, but I clicked out and decided to keep it to myself. Its too precious to share.
@Trogdor
Also in SF, I will help kick ass with you. Some of the law enforcement in this area will be more than helpful to anyone who is a victim of a sex crime or domestic abuse or child abuse. I know many officers in this area and they will move mountains if they can to help. I have seen officers assist victims off duty as well. You would be surprised to see what they can do. Call them, they will help and if the first one doesn't help call again, you will find someone who will.
Holy Crap! I haven't updated my browser all day and I'm only seeing 200 out of 666 comments?
666 Comments!?
Crazy! It's like MV all over again.
@timebob - LMAO, good story!
MP and Miranda, I did, too. RO'N is so disgusting and perverted, it would not surprise me at all to learn that he impregnated his own daughter.
Joanna Moore, Tatum's mother, was a successful actress who worked with a LOT of heavy hitters in HW despite never becoming a huge name herself. She was also a pill popper and an alcoholic and lost custody of Tatum and Griffin because of her issues. RO'N had custody, but I know for a fact that the kids actually lived with his parents most of the time, and when they were actually living with their dad they became very stressed out and emotional. What if he had sex with Tatum during a time of physical custody, then sent her back to the grandparents when she got pg?
Ryan's second wife, Leigh Taylor-Young, is also an actress in TV, movies, and theatre. She won an Emmy in 1994, and has also worked with some really powerful people. She had Patrick with RO'N in 1967. Then, in 1973, she both divorced RO'N and dropped out of the business abruptly for about a decade. Wonder why?
The timeline is a little bit troublesome in this scenario, though, because in 1973 Tatum was only 10. That was the year they did Paper Moon together. But in 1976, when she was 13, they did Nickelodeon together.
I don't know. I sincerely hope this isn't the answer, but I totally wouldn't put it past the prick.
Petals, I think himmmm was confirming Melanie and Drew is in the pics. He outed RFO'N.
oh, my bad. Update to my post above. The movie wasn't Two Girls and a Guy.
The movie was The Pick-up Artist also starring RDJ and directed by James Toback.
that is the movie Vanessa is in that my friend sucked nipples for.
Big clue...wild child=Drew Barrymore, that's how she has always been described. If this is Ryan O'neal, and I think it is, then the older actress is Leslie Stefanson who is currently with James Spader. She is a very talented actress with sucky taste in men.
@Fs - Enty should put your instructions on the sidebar!
i don't post but i'm gonna give it a try- actor edward norton who comes from an impressive pedigree background (see wiki page)-wild teen evan rachel wood (did down in the valley w/norton and he was in his mid 30's during that time)her mom in the show biz as well as an aunt-b/c actress salma hayek who's been in biz a long time so probably also has powerful friends
Through work and a personal friendship, I know two of the women talked about today.
One has been on drugs more than she's been off and didn't even know the age of one of her children when asked at a press conference in the early 90s.
Another was named as a possible victim, but not of RO. Given one of the clues was that her family didn't care, it's defintely not her. She lived with her mother into her 20s.
Back then, both of these women loved reading National Inquirer, Globe, etc., so I would be shocked if CDAN and other sites weren't on the daily reading lists of many of Hollywood's biggest (and smaller) stars.
Himmmm — I remember hearing the reveals about some of the seedier stuff that's gone on in Hollywood, and as a Midwesterner feeling the injustice of it all while feeling so helpless from afar. Thank you for helping bring light to the years of obsfucation and secrets.
It's good to have perspective that life is blessed when you're with family and even doing the quiet, unacknowledged work.
My wife and I agree that the heroics of what you've done surpass any hero you could find in the movies. Thanks for the real life inspiration, and bringing a bit of hope to our lives in the belief that these things can have the lid blown off. You've steered our culture in a positive direction this day.
hmmm, only seeing 200 comments...all hell must have broke loose...
@Timebob: Thanks for sharing the story. Compared to today's other stories, it is much more light hearted and even funny.
Still, EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW....lol...
Hey @yours, temporarily -- maybe stick around and become @yours, permanently? ;)
-> ZOMGROFLCOPTER
Not too big of a deal really, I stashed the instructions in today's random photos part 3 so I can copy them from there if necessary. ;)
> Laura
good idea, wonder if they would fit anywhere. :)
@Timebob: I was thinking the same, re: golden goose. CDAN's time may be over.
I Did a reverse lookup on the number and it looks like it does match up with Natasha. I think out of respect that we should not call her. I'm sure she does not want a bunch of random people calling her to ask about the brutal rape of her poor mother.
As soon as I started reading it I thought Kirk Douglas and Natalie Wood. I had heard that about the family.
@himmmm - much happiness and health to you and yours
@timebob, I'm laughing so hard that your friend actually did it. I guess Vanessa Williams gives good nip.
I too considered Tatum. She was his costar too, after all. Awful, awful man. I won't even watch anything he is in, as he gives me the heebies.
When Himmmm mentioned returning when the case is reopened was he hinting that Kirk Douglas had something to do with Natalie Wood's death?
Em, glad that is all cleared up. I don't want anyone to think you are a jerk either. We have a good community here and you are one of the long timers, I think. :)
And I want you to be safe while that storm rages around you.
@Rose: "Vanessa Williams gives good nip" is the line I say goodnight on! I laughed so hard.
Wow! Thanks Himmmm and Timebomb and everyone for a fun afternoon! See ya around the blogosphere!
@Himmmm you are an amazing storyteller. Good luck with work. We'll miss you...don't they have wifi on set? ;-) I have been, and now, will always be, your fan.
And I agree, nobody better be dialing those digits.
That number Himmm gave for NGW?
http://411.info/people-directory/California/Malibu/Wagner/
Drew and Melanie.
Melanie was Tatum's friend. Tatum was 12, Melanie was 18. Tatum walked in on Melanie with her dad.
Nikki Reid? Something to do with the creepos she moved in w/ after Thirteen?
Any more comments from Himmmm?
Lurker from Bristol, England here.
I have been reading CDAN for six years (or thereabouts),I got hooked back in the Timmy/Shimmy era and it's been my celebrity blog of choice ever since.
I just had to comment because, like most of us, I've been stunned at what's transpired in the last week or so, and especially today.
The utter depravity of these people - if indeed these stories are true, and I for one believe they are - is beyond description and hell really will be too good for them.
I have been left stunned by Himmmm's reveals, stunned and deeply saddened. But? Himmmm's humanity, courage and humour have gone a long way, in my eyes, to restoring my faith. If he is who we believe him to do then I can only offer the most humble appreciation and gratitude.
It's been an honour and a pleasure. God speed.
I am terrible at guessing anything but this is what I think: it is Drew Barrymore, Ryan O'Neal is the guy. angelica Huston is the actress given that they were involved. (Which I didnt know until reading it here.) But think about Farrah Fawcett and the Burning Bed. Maybe she wasnt acting as much as reliving.
And Himmmm, I can only surmise that when you were trying to stay clean and sober, he made sure that you were hooked up. Some for him, some for his kids, and some for you.
I also have a history of working with abused kids and I am just waiting breathlessly with each blind item and waiting for the breaking news on national tv.
There is a method to these posts.
I think it is intentional to make these jerks sweat. Or run to make a deal. Which will start the landslide. And I think that the feds have to be involved. Some of the victims are too old, statute of limitation problems; but a RICO action would fit very nicely. And the damages will be astromonical. If the kid networks are involved, that is quite a pot of money. Criminal charges might be likely if current vics are cooperating.
I have been reading these blinds and posts the last few weeks just thinking how empoweing this is for the kids who had no voice at the time. Once this breaks, the number of victims who come forward will be astounding. Thanks to Enty and Himmmmm. That little wounded kid inside of you is very, very proud of you both right now!!
I look forward to reading enty's blind item every single stinking day. I am addicted to this site and you smart posters make it very satisfying (unlike Ted C's blinds). But today. I feel like we all got a huge pile of gossip crack. Yes it's all dark and twisted and based on nasty moral-less people. So glad to see the cowering ends on these pieces today. Hmmmmmm has me all wired up on gossip crack. What a fun fun fun afternoon!!
Josh Evans. Sleuths, take note.
Oh! and not for nothing... But I've heard about Kirk Douglas and The Black Dahlia story for years....
Anyway, Himmmm.... thanks, and hope the time off the grid is fun, and a break for you!
And I hate RFO!
and, too, how long has it been that women have been *blamed* for anything evil that happened to them? 'They must have invited it... wanted it..." For so long, the victim has been blamed... It's only VERY recently that it's been acknowledged that the victim has no blame, has done nothing wrong...
I can't read the comments!!!
Thank you, Himmmm and co. for giving us all insiders' info on the reality of Hollywood.
Please do return to us! We'll miss you and, no doubt, all feel bereft for a long time!
Where are all of the rest of the comments?
I have to clarify something (i'm enjoying the dialogue)
I don't think abuse victims should be silent nonononono! and people have the right to know about abusers- the abuser needs to be brought to justice and out in the open. Definitely a victim of abuse needs to be able to talk about the abuse let it air BUT IN A SAFE ENVIRONMENT. People can be still deeply deeply hurt & damaged by something like that, and exposing the abuse in a public arena especially for someone already well known can cause questions from the media, speculation that someone who may be still in the process of healing even acknowledging what happened, terrible pain even halting the progress of healing.
The big thing for me is - it's the victim of abuse's call for their identity to be made public. Especially if they are already of some reknown and could be subjected to endless public speculation, and questions over details that they haven't begun to heal over yet.
i think RFO fits for the original blind, I remember watching the film footage that they took of farrah dying. they said she wanted it filmed right to the end and for some reason I really questioned whether she would have wanted her dying moments filmed for some reason although I seem to remember her saying on camera she wanted the progress of the disease filmed to help others. i watched ryan lean forward and say her name when she was out of it, dying, drugged up. i saw him & didn't' believe it. he came across as a user & a phony, and it gave me the creeps. (that doesn't make him guilty but remembering that I believe himmm)
@Unknown: Glam with Natasha?
(I'm hooked)
Whoa.
Hugs to you, Himmmm. I wish you nothing but peace and happiness in the future.
And of course, XOXOXO to Enty. I spent my day hitting "refresh" - even at stoplights.
As far as Michael Douglas being a monster- RDJ and MD were in Wonderboys in 2000. That was a pretty low point in RDJ's life. I'm guessing with the way MD's kid turned out, drugs were likely available. What an ass.
Himmmm- much love to you and your family.
I'm just...speechless. And sick to my stomach. And so incredibly grateful to Himmmmmm and associates for their bravery.
This really hits home because of certain events involving my daughter. Far from HW, but the perpetrator had close ties with law enforcement and he walked away without so much as an interview with a cop. My girl was only ten. It almost killed me, and I will carry the guilt of not protecting her to my grave, because as a girl I'd had similar events happen and I never told. I should have known, but I didn't. I never saw it coming.
It totally destroyed my family. I can only hope that motherfucker dies the most horrible death there is.
To my mind, my daughter is the bravest person I have ever known. Himmmmm and company are the second bravest.
I'm crying my eyes out as I write this. I don't know who Himmmmm and Them are, but I just want to say they are heroes, and I will bless them each and every day for the rest of my life. My heart just breaks for all the girls and women who have gone through this.
The only way to flush these cockroaches out is to shine the light so it never happens again. As a girl, I was not strong enough. As a woman, and for my daughter, I was. But it isn't enough.
Thank you to Enty and the posters here. I hope, so much, that it makes a difference.
ha ha thanks all, I thought we all needed a laugh against such heavy topics.
I will say, I am glad Himmmm didn't post anything that hasn't been floating around already about Kirk Douglas and Natalie Wood. besides Kirk being a rapists and alleged murderer (I think Enty confirmed in BI reval it was Kirk who was with the showgirl that died "accidentally")
One son OD'd Michael is a sex addict, grandson is a convicted drug dealer. The Douglas' are one fucked up bunch.
If it had been something so out of left field it could put the site at risk and that really would be killing the REAL golden goose.
I do hope Enty addresses all this tomorrow would love to hear his take on this.
Holy shit. It just took me an hour to catch up. My god. I'm so enraged about this, it has got to stop! It's still going on.
I hope these reveals will hit the media big time and help drag down all those fuckers. Pardon my language, but I'm really pissed.
SOMEONE NEEDS TO REMOVE THE PHONE NUMBER!!
I know someone thought it might be cute to post it, but really!!!
It's just asking for trouble.
It's going to take me a year to get thru these comments. There are 720 (now 721) comments. I think the young actress was Drew Barrymore. No guess on the guy or the other actress. That's my guess without reading any comments.
I just had to create an account, just to post on this thread. Since it's over 700 comments by now, no one may even see this, but still.
himmmm (and any of the other people that have posted under himmmm). I don't care who you are because I don't think that your real identity should matter. What matters is what you have bought to light with the abuse that has been going on in Hollywood for decades. The monsters that commit these crimes need to be outed for what they were and are!
To anyone reading this that may have suffered at the hands of these people (or anyone that has suffered through abuse at all) please please please realize that it is not your fault. I know all to well how hard that can be to realize and remember. Also, please consider coming forward with your stories, if these monsters did this to you, they will continue to do this to other people too! You can help stop this from happening to others!
@Himmmm - You are my hero! Thank you for outing these horrible people who prey on the weak. This isn't just a HW problem it seems like it's rampant everywhere - big business, politics, anywhere there is money to be made and lost.
Thank you for your integrity and conviction! I wish more people had the courage to stand up and say "This is not OK! Stop the bullshit!". While it's been really really hard to read a lot of this stuff, I hope it forces some hands and is a catalyst for change.
It's no surprise to me that the some of the poorest people are the happiest souls. They smile and offer what little they have, because it's the right thing to do. Notice how USA with it's insatiable mouth devours all and is still hungry for more. Ya know why, material stuff doesn't fill you up - love and family and friendships do!
Don't get me wrong, I love money. But I would never choose money over the pain, sorrow, destruction of another person. No blood money for me.
Thank you Himmmm and Herrrrr. See you again soon. Keep fighting the monsters for us!
PS - Still love your dreamy big browns ;-)
The young teen is clearly Drew Barrymore. She was living away from home at age 13 when she got sent to rehab; how many 12-13 year olds (even in the fucked up Hollywood context) live away from home sans parents *that* young? Having attempted suicide less than a year earlier and been to rehab twice, she successfully petitioned for emancipation at age 15. How fucked up must her family been for a judge to grant that? Also, her godparents are Stephen Spielberg and Sophia Loren... so there's major pull there. Personally, I think it's incredibly impressive that Drew has come out the other side.
Two Girls and a Guy was an amazing movie.
It makes me smile to think that Kirk Douglas is alive to know that so many others heard the truth about him - that he didn't get away with it.
I'm thinking the phone number references should be deleted or she's going to have to change it.
Himmmm, whoever you are, whatever you do, you have a lot of people that think very highly of you. Thanks so much for your posts, you're the best.
Long time peeper (like it better than lurker), first time poster. The only thing I can think to say right now, after reading though all 700+ comments, and himmm's reveal, is "ughhhhhhhhhh". as soon as words can make some semblance of a coherent sentence i'll post again. i just wanted to finally "pop my CDAN cherry" ;)
Long time lurker, first time poster. :)
@Himmmm, You've given me so much more respect for you as a person than I could have ever imagined and you've assured me that maybe there are good people in Hollywood. I wish you nothing but the best, and hope you are served with a large dose of good karma for the good you have done here.
Thanks for all the entertainment and information (that was at times difficult to stomach).
I would love to know if someone DID call. Hopefully not.
Thank you Himmmm. God Bless you and your family. You're one brave dude...sorry to TG
Himmmm isn't stupid. He posted that phone number with permission, and I'm sure there is caller ID and voicemail on it. NW doesn't have to answer it if she doesn't want to. I have no need to call it, I hope no one else does either.
I want to say something to any victims of abuse or parents of victims of abuse who may be reading this. If law enforcement fails you, you have other avenues. Go to your elected officials, they are paid by the taxpayers and they work for the taxpayers. Here in California, we have many options - city council member, county supervisor, State Assemblymember, State Senator, US Congressional Representative, US Senator. All of those offices have constituent caseworkers or can refer to a department or non-profit organization that helps abuse victims. If local law enforcement is closing in and protecting one of its own, then go Federal. Go to a judge, or a church, but go somewhere. The more victims that stand up and demand justice, the closer we get to removing the shame and blame from these crimes (and yes, the shame and blame still exists and I can point you to a FB page that proves it).
Ugh all these pedophiles.
My freshman year of high school I did my big end of year Book project on Drew Barrymore's "Little Girl Lost.". Everyone else in my class chose long-time historical figures. I adore Drew and this brings even more meaning to her childhood. Kind of like that song "lullabye" Shawn Mullins. Reminds me of Drew.
I'm such a dork--it's like I think I know these people. I so don't, but I do cheer for them to do the best they can with their lives! This blind is sad.
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Yes, please delete that phone number...we all know this will be repost on ACG and possibly Blind Gossip as well as other sites.....could get really messy really fast...
WTF?! 740 posts? Yikes. I just got here. Wow, well thanks in advance Himmmmm! Can't imagine what I'm going to read in these comments...
And again--himmmm rocks!
Doesn't it seem strange to anyone that: a. Himmmm's voice is not at ALL like the voice of the person you're ascribing him to, evidenced in any of a hundred interviews ("folks?" "Geeesh!" "lol"), and, b: He published the phone number of a famous coworker...why, exactly? That's a chump maneuver, and for what?
Yikes...
Not sure if some of you are gullible, or shitting with us, but most of these things "Himmmmmm" is "confirming" are just old Hollywood rumors and stories. He's supposed to be an ~Insider~ yet, he only discusses stuff that's popular on the internet? And his only reveals are generally suspected answers? Come on.
The fact that he's dropped so many Robert Downey Jr. clues, isn't suspect to anybody? Everything seems to lead back to RDJ and people he associated with (Ryan O'Neal = Chances Are) (Natasha Gregson Wagner = 2 Girls and a Guy). You my friends have just been HAD for a WEEK!
What kind of insider has info prudent to mostly one man? LOL. This game was less "BLIND ITEM REVEALS!" and more a weak game of "Guess Who" with no damn board.
@ Unknown
Doesn't really matter, had a great time!
The Diana Jenkins dirt was the stuff that sold me TBH
It doesn't matter if anyone deletes it. Himmmm posted it in his post. I doubt anyone would call.
@Netta, I am so, so sorry for what happened to you and your daughter. I do believe karma comes around, we just aren't always around to see when people get there's.
@ELO316 In the 2nd set of photos yesterday I posted a site that has a list of a bunch of celebs with gossip on it. It had the kirk/natalie one on it. It hasn't been updated since 2004 but a lot of things that have since been revealed are on there. NPH being gay, Tiger Woods etc.
For some reason I have a feeling that himmmm is Justin Theroux. I have no idea why, I just do.
I'm relatively late to the himmmm game but agreed ZOMGROFLCOPTER-
it was fun.
what was the diana jenkins dirt and who is diana jenkins? *trots off to google*
in Tatum's book she mentions her dad Ryan hanging out with her and Melanie and all of them sleeping in the same bed. In the mid 1976 to 80-right before he started seeing Farrah who was his best friend's Lee Majors wife at the time, he had two tumultuous relationships in a row with Cher & Diana Ross. Both women NEVER saying anything good about him. The BODYGUARD movie was originally for Ross and O'neal but never happened. Ryan was with Farrah from about 79/80 onwards so he must have had an affair or its after Farrah's death.
Okay-- I finally was able to read Himmmm's reveal (finally figured out how to read all the comments, not just the first 200 and the last 100 or so).
All I can say is a big THANK YOU to Himmmm and those who stand beside him as he posts his comments. Himmmm -- I can only speculate on your identity, but if you are who most people think you are, I am happy that you have chosen to be one of us here at this site.
In the teachings I have learned from Native American Elders, it is said that those born with great gifts should use them not to raise themselves up above others, but to stand beneath others and to help raise them up to the Creator.
People who expect others to feed their own ego and who elevate themselves high above every one else risk falling a great distance.
There is so much negativity in the world today and I truly do believe that one of the ways to fight the darkness is by shining a light on it. Thank you, Himmmm and Enty for doing your part to out the bad guys and to reveal truth to the world.
As far as Kirk Douglas goes, Karma is a bitch. I think he is already seeing the results of his actions in the tragedies that have befallen his family. Native Elders also say that when you work with the Negative, your family will ultimately suffer.
@FS Thank you for posting that information. I took my daughter to a local agency for therapy but there was no justice and I was all alone. They saved her life -- and mine. I had no clue what other options there were available and my main concern at that time was her. Small town, you know. Small and very tight-knit. The ranks closed up tighter than a bullfrog's ass stretched over a rain barrel.
It's been almost 20 years and she's doing well -- better than well. She still has her moments, but she says she is like tempered steel -- all the stronger for being through the fire. She is an amazing woman and I thank the Universe every day for that.
@ Me
From Himmmm's original post: "I am a FORMER personal "friend" of a woman named Diana Jenkins. Doubt you know her, but she's the Rosetta Stone of every scandal and perversion from Hwood all over the globe. She's an Uber-wealthy divorcee whose hubby ran UK's Barclay's bank - and she ran the Arab investors for the bank! She's been running a high class call girl/party-girl ring for Arabs, Wall Street, DC, Royals, and Hollywood elites. She's also a MAJOR philanthropist, arts supporter, political donor, and social hostess to EVERYONE. Her best Hwood pals include Sean Penn, Clive Davis, Ari Emanuel, George Clooney, Cindy Crawford, and her "little pet" named Hayden. Diana is the connector of wealthy Arabs and Asians and Athletes with Hwood actresses/models. She also is a sick and twisted bitch. When Hayden and her own Mommy went on the outs, Diana Jenkins took that place in her life, by Hayden's choice."
We've since all speculated that her book, Room 23, is actually a pimp catalogue of celebs you can buy, if you have the $$
No way it's Jack Nicholson. He has never faded away or been without job prospects. And he's way more than B list.
I think "not that long ago" should be considered in relative terms. Enty has done a lot of Old Hollywood blinds and 30 years ago is not that long ago compared to, say, the golden age of Hollywood and the height of despicable celebrity behavior.
I like the Ryan O'Neal guess. Drew Barrymore OR Melanie Griffith would work as the very underage teen. I'm thinking Anjelica Huston for the second actress, but their relationship ended way before O'Neal faded away. Still, that could have meant future job offers dried up.
I also like the Mickey Rourke guess except that he wasn't nominated for an Oscar until very recently--after his comeback--and the blind suggests the actor's career high came before.
Good Lawd, dinner was sooo late in my household tonight, and my other household-y responsibilities so severely lacking, that I just sucked more than Hubby's *nipples* to make up for it...
hee heeeeee
LOVE Y'ALL!
Abused women often don't leave because of being embarrased of being abused. It makes them feel weak, and they dont want to appear that way. How can you be in charge of XYZ and XYZ employees and have no control at home?
will finish thought later, must go see what dog are doing..bad sounds coming from bathroom.
@ Rose Thank you. Karma can't come around too soon for me. I know you're supposed to forgive, and for what happened to me, I have. But to my daughter? Never. Never in life and never in death. I just can't.
This is what it says about Kirk:
Douglas, Kirk. "The most hated man in Hollywood." Difficult to work with (obviously). Sex addict, and was willing to physically force women to have sex with him (which is to say, he was a rapist; among his victims were Jean Seberg and Natalie Wood). Linked with Lauren Bacall, Joan Crawford, Marlene Dietrich, Rita Hayworth, Patricia Neal, Gene Tierney, and Lana Turner.
Netta: I'm so sorry for your daughter. ((((hugs)))) to both of you.
I need a drink and a cigarette while I reread all of this lol. Downing a screwdriver. What's your poison?
@Netta, I know carrying around hate will destroy you but I don't know if that equals forgiveness in some situations. I don't know if I could do it in yours. It seems like your daughter got her steel from you.
why can't I read all of the comments?
I find really funny that an A list Hollywood actor writes like a woman.
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Many people have speculated that RDJ is Himmmmm, he would have inside knowledge of Ryan Fuckhead O'Neal as they were in "Chances Are" together.
crazy!
I've only posted on here a handful of times although I do read *EVERYDAY* and HOLY F$@%#NG CRAP things have gotten crazy these past few weeks but with everything that's been exposed I'm sure we can all say it's very bittersweet to comprehend everything that's been laid out on the table.
To Himmmm... you rock dude. SO SO SO SO SO much utter respect for you and your cojones to say what you've said. We definitely need more people willing to expose the utter BS that goes on in Hollywood. I can only hope the media chills the f*** out on trying to expose you and in fact uses what you said to expose the real perps who need to finally see some sort of repercussion for all the harm they have caused. "Himmmm" is so clearly not the enemy and everyone here at CDAN is utterly grateful for you. I hope to hear from you sooner than later ;) Take Care
Well, it's finally been publicly confirmed (re: K Douglas and that whole f'd up family.) Not soon enough but what are you going to do? So many others fly under the radar for years for their own abuses. Unfortunately, it's not enough to be privy to the information no matter how much you want to stop it b/c those who have been abused need to be willing to come forth. Sixty percent of all rapes go unreported and yet every time someone makes a false claim the public, especially stans, are only too willing to question the 40% who are strong and courageous enough to come forth. Never mind that unless it's an open and shut case and the victim is practically a nun most prosecutors won't even go to bat for you when you're a nobody so just imagine the end result when there's plenty of hush and coverup money to go around at precincts and DA offices? It's not just about Hollywood, it's about the corrupting force that is money and power when you're already an f'd up human being to begin with and suddenly find yourself omnipotent.
I find it sad that we are all here, trying to figure out who is himmmm. It could be Lindsay Lohan for all we know. At first I thought it could have been Robert De Niro. lmao
It doesn't matter though, because someone is at last confirming all these rumors about old (and new) HWood.
Just let the person be and keep speculating about who is being talked about on the Blind.
testing as i can't see all the comments. lame.
flip said...
Giulia are you a partner of Himmmm? Your guesses seem to be in sync with what he/she wants us to know.
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@flip:
No, I'm not a partner of his - except perhaps in the desire for JUSTICE.
I don't know who Himmm is. And I don't think it's wise to be shouting from the rooftops who some presume him to be, either.
I guessed who the people in the story were because of the information that has been passed on from those who were there or around the events/people .
These stories aren't exactly secret. A lot of people know, just not the general public.
What Himmmm wrote rings true.
So far, the only stories I hadn't heard about are the Hayden story and the football players story - the latter is the only one I'm having difficulty believing (though not impossible).
I wish Himmmm well, and hope he/they come back soon.
Oh, and I'm still laughing at the nip sucking story!
I needed the laughter, after so much HW ugliness! :)
Himmmm,
Well, you’ve certainly been making a name for yourself, here and elsewhere, lately. Whatever is in the water these days? Between you, Anonymous, WikiLeaks and that guy from Goldman Sachs, I do believe the Bad Guys are starting to look over their shoulders with more than a passing glance.
We interchanged a while back on this site, and I have to say, even then I was pretty sure you were at the very least in the biz, I wasn’t sure how deep. Let’s say I’m a little more convinced now.
I’ve been mulling over whether to respond in the last few days to your rather amazing posts of late. I rarely post here, primarily a lurker. The blog has taken an interesting twist of late, I’ve been highly skeptical of it in the past. And still am, for the most part. But your recent comments are too (dangerously) heroic to ignore any further.
As you are reaching out to us, I feel compelled to reach out to you. With a little story, I hope you will hold in your heart… forever.
There is a woman, not far from New York City, who was meant to be much more than she was able to become in this lifetime. It’s only now, somewhat late in her life, that she fully understands the why and how of the waste and destruction of her talents. It’s not a total loss, there is a way for her to practice her art, in a sort of 3rd tier, off-hand way. At this stage in the game, it’s all she’s got. And it allows her to touch lives and hearts, which is all she ever wanted to really do with what she has. So she tries very hard not to get too sad about what should have been. Even if she knows with every fiber of her being that what should have been… should have been.
So I find myself thinking about this woman (points if you can connect the dots here, my friend)… and you. And your posts. And I’m wondering… what is really going on here? And I hope you might stop from time to time and ask yourself the same question.
Because as you well know, addicts are always attracted to the flame and its highs and I think that what you’re doing of late is more than a little dangerous. Heroic, absolutely. But I hope you will be careful. The people you are outing undoubtedly have connections, do they not?
It’s a beautiful thing to give selflessly. But is it really giving selflessly if it at the bottom of it all… it’s about a high? I honestly don’t want to offend you, but beneath the drama of your touching bravado, I sense something else going on that smells more than a little faintly of addiction and what addicts will do (anything) to get high. As you are reaching out to save others, I think we ought to be reaching back to you, instead of just cheering you on and begging for more, as delicious as it would be to get it. Hence my post here tonight.
I won’t make any friends here by writing this, most likely. But I can’t resist. And I’m not saying stop, as of course, it’s your life, etc… but I do hope you’ll be careful. As you said, you’re changing diapers these days.
You’ve spoken of having almost lost the incredible opportunities you’ve had (both given and earned, I’m sure.) I just want to remind you to remember the woman in New York City who will never get the chance. Who will go to her grave knowing that what should have been will not be. I am quite sure I am not alone in that regard in this troublesome world.
Just be careful, my friend and don’t mess up what you’ve earned. It saddens me to see someone with talent speak of their career as if it was history, when they obviously have so much farther they could go.
Finally, as someone who understands far too well the victims you’re trying to save… thank you from the bottom of my heart. I wish someone could have saved me before I had to learn how to reclaim myself.
Blessings to you and yours.
P.S. My apologies for the lengthy post to the regulars on here. I just couldn't resist — I guess I’m a bit of an addict myself. ;)
Himmmm,
Well, you’ve certainly been making a name for yourself, here and elsewhere, lately. Whatever is in the water these days? Between you, Anonymous, WikiLeaks and that guy from Goldman Sachs, I do believe the Bad Guys are starting to look over their shoulders with more than a passing glance.
We interchanged a while back on this site, and I have to say, even then I was pretty sure you were at the very least in the biz, I wasn’t sure how deep. Let’s say I’m a little more convinced now.
I’ve been mulling over whether to respond in the last few days to your rather amazing posts of late. I rarely post here, primarily a lurker. The blog has taken an interesting twist of late, I’ve been highly skeptical of it in the past. And still am, for the most part. But your recent comments are too (dangerously) heroic to ignore any further.
As you are reaching out to us, I feel compelled to reach out to you. With a little story, I hope you will hold in your heart… forever.
There is a woman, not far from New York City, who was meant to be much more than she was able to become in this lifetime. It’s only now, somewhat late in her life, that she fully understands the why and how of the waste and destruction of her talents. It’s not a total loss, there is a way for her to practice her art, in a sort of 3rd tier, off-hand way. At this stage in the game, it’s all she’s got. And it allows her to touch lives and hearts, which is all she ever wanted to really do with what she has. So she tries very hard not to get too sad about what should have been. Even if she knows with every fiber of her being that what should have been… should have been.
So I find myself thinking about this woman (points if you can connect the dots here, my friend)… and you. And your posts. And I’m wondering… what is really going on here? And I hope you might stop from time to time and ask yourself the same question.
Because as you well know, addicts are always attracted to the flame and its highs and I think that what you’re doing of late is more than a little dangerous. Heroic, absolutely. But I hope you will be careful. The people you are outing undoubtedly have connections, do they not?
It’s a beautiful thing to give selflessly. But is it really giving selflessly if it at the bottom of it all… it’s about a high? I honestly don’t want to offend you, but beneath the drama of your touching bravado, I sense something else going on that smells more than a little faintly of addiction and what addicts will do (anything) to get high. As you are reaching out to save others, I think we ought to be reaching back to you, instead of just cheering you on and begging for more, as delicious as it would be to get it. Hence my post here tonight.
I won’t make any friends here by writing this, most likely. But I can’t resist. And I’m not saying stop, as of course, it’s your life, etc… but I do hope you’ll be careful. As you said, you’re changing diapers these days.
You’ve spoken of having almost lost the incredible opportunities you’ve had (both given and earned, I’m sure.) I just want to remind you to remember the woman in New York City who will never get the chance. Who will go to her grave knowing that what should have been will not be. I am quite sure I am not alone in that regard in this troublesome world.
Just be careful, my friend and don’t mess up what you’ve earned. It saddens me to see someone with talent speak of their career as if it was history, when they obviously have so much farther they could go.
Finally, as someone who understands far too well the victims you’re trying to save… thank you from the bottom of my heart. I wish someone could have saved me before I had to learn how to reclaim myself.
Blessings to you and yours.
P.S. My apologies for the lengthy post to the regulars on here. I just couldn't resist — I guess I’m a bit of an addict myself. ;)
Netta,
One thousand cyber hugs for you and your daughter. Every time you post a part of your story, I take a little bit of strength from you and your daughter. The two of you make me want to roar. Please give her my admiration. :)
@ Himmmm - Thank you for confirming the story about Kirk Douglas. I certainly hope that mainstream media picks up on it and before he dies, he will know that everyone knows what a fowl human being he is. Please convey my sympathies (and many others' sympathies) to her daughter, Natasha. It must be tragic to think of her mother in that circumstance.
This is indeed an old gossip story, along with the one about Kirk Douglas killing another actress, I believe.
I also want to say to Himmmm - if you are who you are strongly suggesting you are - thank you for using your clout to bring this to light. I think you are an awesome actor and, it appears, a good human being. I have rooted for you all along - especially during your dark times. If you aren't who we think you are, I am still rooting for you. You and your friends will be missed around here!
I am happy that this blog is gaining some attention but I hope it doesn't turn into some of the other gossip rags where the commenters aren't thoughtful or nice to each other. So welcome newcomers! I hope you will please be polite to each other!
To the celebrities that Himmmm suggests read this blog, I am sorry if I ever hurt your feelings.
To RFO and Kirk Fucking Douglas (KFD) - I hope the deeds of your actions follow you in your afterlife 10-fold.
er, I wish to say FOUL human being, not fowl. QUACK!
EmEyeKay, Awesome blossom! thank you (or whoever did it if it was someone else). I just hope people see it now. :)
@ Athena -- ((((hugs))) back to you and thanks.
@ Rose I work on it every day. I do. And like I told my daughter, if you let this change who you are, then he wins. And that is NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN.
All I can do is try. Forgiveness is a very tricky thing. Even 20 years later I'm still struggling with it and suspect I always will.
with 703 comments, this is the most comments ever for any blind. usu. blinds at the most have 100 comments. no doubt it has to do w/enty getting more press because of himmmmmm allegedly being rdj.
in any case, if himmmmm says its ryan o'neal, I'll buy it. and ladies and gents, adrian brody and daniel day lewis are profoundly talented actors who I believe to be incapable of doing anything like what was done in this blind.
daniel day lewis only does projects every few years by choice. adrien brody isn't the typical hollywood look, which might have alot to do w/him not being in that many movies.
ryan was apparently huge back in the day, eg. love story etc. I won't speculate on who the women are, its just too sad.
these rape/abuse blinds are very disturbing. hollywood seems like a simmering cauldron of pedophilia and most everything is being swept under the rug by the industry and its colluders. kind of like the catholic church several years ago and penn state, etc. hopefully someone soon will blow the whistle publicly and something will be done.
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@Netta - I will think kind thoughts and send positive vibes to you and your daughter. I don't really pray anymore but hope positive energy helps.
@kelgela, you say that like Lindsay could even spell her own name. ;) I don't think drunk typing is one of her talents.
I don't care if who himmmm really is, he could be my garbage man for all I know, but I don't doubt his info.
In reading the comments I gather JBE was Rita? So I was half right. I just had the person wrong.
Close but no cigar.
I'm an occasional poster and constant lurker but I wanted to thank Himmmm for outing these vile people who we put on pedastools and spend our money on supporting.
If Himmm is in fact who he implied that he is, I want to tell you (if you ever see this comment) that I admire you so much for overcoming the obstacles that I'm sure you still struggle with this very day and doing something positive with your life. I'm going to have a movie marathon of your films this weekend in your honor. Thank you for your bravery and for hanging with us.
Rose said...
This is what it says about Kirk:
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You realize one of those "linked to" is RFO's mom? I guess it came full circle.
Thanks to Himmmm, I had my doubts but didn't say anything, this removed all those.
For those yelling about removing the phone number... if I had to guess I would think that a reporter somewhere has already called. Also as others said, she can monitor, block, change numbers if needed, but she gave him permission, so no point now really. Besides, a few people here did reverse look up and found it, so apparently it's not unlisted?
Lainey: I absolutely HATE her blog and always have. I don't know if those that showed up to say they enjoy her blog were sent here by her, or maybe even Lainey herself, but she writes like an uneducated 12-year-old writing in her journal. And everything she sad about the anonymous blog poster sounds like jealous rage. Basically - fuck her.
I am terrible at blinds, which is why I don't comment much, plus there was an issue with my screen name (I'm actually the old Jessica, but can't access that anymore for some unknown reason), now have this ridiculous name, but I was late to the Himmmm party, but so glad he came here and shined the spotlight on these creeps. Bravo to him(mmm). As bad as I am at guessing I knew it was Kirk Douglas after the first couple paragraphs.
May he rot in hell.
I need to go rewatch some movies that star someone I'm now a fan of. It's been a great day here - see you all tomorrow.
Whoa. I go away for a couple of hours and the crap hits the fan. I wonder if any other blog has ever had 700-plus comments.
Himmm: I don't know if you'll read this, but I'll write it anyway. Your courage and strength take my breath away. You're a real-life superhero.
If you play one in the movies, I think you're the greatest actor of our generation. But whether you are who we think you are or not — you are one hell of a writer. As a bestselling author, I know a bit about that. I wonder if you've ever thought of writing a book. Might be something fun to do between movies and diaper changing. Just a thought.
@Sue Ellen - who is JBE? Is Rita back?
@EmEyeKay - thank you. There are never enough hugs :)
@MsCool - I don't pray in the conventional sense anymore, either. I am grateful for the kind words and good thoughts.
You CDANers are some awesome people. Some days are worse than others and today wasn't a good one, especially after reading this. Trigger, you know? But you are kind people and you make me hope. Thank you for that.
@Rose
...you never know. When I'm drunk, I'm a hell of a lot better at being grammatically correct than when I'm sober. lol
@Princess, I didn't make that connection at all. I don't know who RFO's mom is. Interesting.
@Ms Cool
Jason Blue Eyes
@Emkaye
Oh. That's what I gathered from the conversation between the two of you. It seemed suspicious to me that she was all over the blog and then was gone.
*poof*
@Netta - I come to CDAN to get away from reality, be aghast at how some of the privileged live their lives and for the sense of community. Coming here has helped some of my tougher days (life is good now, just have a lot of chronic worries about my little boy's health).
I imagine it has been very painful to read some of these stories given what your daughter has been through (and you, too!). I hope writing it out on here has been helpful for you.
@Sue Ellen - Ah. Thanks.
@ EmEyeKay - Tell Rita to come back.
One more thing: what's the announcement that JBE already made, but is going to re-make in a less busy thread?
Naturally, I have some ideas. Care to give me a clue?
Or maybe he can just say it.
the imdb page says that ryan was a golden gloves boxer w/13 knockouts. that of course wouldn't include all of the females he knocked out.
@ Coloratura,
For what it's worth, I've had the feeling that Himmmm's reason for posting these reveals is perhaps coming from a new (again) parent's wish to protect his newborn son, and by extension, all children. There's nothing like an innocent new soul in the house to start some hard thinking.
Don't know if this will post - my last few comments haven't shown up on their respective pages, but I wanted to mention that Natalie Wood's sister, Lana, apparently has been waiting for KD to die before she takes the story to the press.
Thank you Himmmmm for posting - long time lurker, but posts like yours make reading celebrity gossip blogs worthwhile. I hope that more people speak up about what's going on (and has gone on in H-wood.
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