I am an A-List celebrity who hates it. The only reason I haven't killed myself is my kids.
I wish I never had kids. I love them, they are the best things that ever happened to me, but I wish I never had them. They'll have to grow up in "the life" and I fear they'll never lead normal lives. You know how there are celebrities everyone loves? Well I am a celebrity people generally hate.
I've never done anything bad or illegal, I work hard for my kids and lead a clean life. My husband is also an A-lister and we never get to see one another. Everything I say is quoted in the media. I can't eat in public without a million paparazzi in my face. I cant sleep at night.
I have an anonymous facebook account and I follow posts on entertainment websites about myself, reading the hate comments and going into a depression. I don't know why I do it, I wish I didn't, it just feels like the world is against me. I've been called fat, I've been called dumb, I've seen comments with people saying they wish I killed myself. I have never done anything to harm anyone. I just want to f**king die, I fantasise about killing myself every day, and would have if it weren't for my kids.
Everyone thinks I am bubbly and free, I just wish I could stay in a dark room all day and sleep. I feel constantly strained and close to tears. My family and friends are all either famous or living in inaccessible locations. Everywhere I go I am followed by people screaming at me, paparazzi are scum suckers, they are the worst people in the world. It might seem like I am being harsh, but when you are tired or scared and you have a thousand cameras in your face and people demanding that you look at them and answer their questions, it hurts.
I went through a really hard time a while back and was f**king scared for my life, people said I was attention seeking. Other celebrities I have met are the same, nobody in this industry is truly happy. I just want to f**king DIE I am going to breakdown any day now. I follow stories. People laughed at Britney Spears, but that shit happens for real in real life. Robin Williams killed himself, he must have been tortured. It's a shitty life, guys.
[…] I am an A-List celebrity who hates it. The only reason I haven’t killed myself is my kids. I wish I never had kids. I love them, they are the best things that ever happened to me, but I wish I never had them. They’ll have to grow up in “the life” and I fear they’ll never lead normal lives. You know how there are celebrities everyone loves? Well I am a celebrity people generally hate. I’ve never done anything bad or illegal, I work hard for my kids and lead a clean life. My husband is also an A-lister and we never get to see one another. Everything I say is quoted in the media. I can’t eat in public without a million paparazzi in my face. I cant sleep at night. I have an anonymous facebook account and I follow posts on entertainment websites about myself, reading the hate comments and going into a depression. I don’t know why I do it, I wish I didn’t, it just feels like the world is against me. I’ve been called fat, I’ve been called dumb, I’ve seen comments with people saying they wish I killed myself. I have never done anything to harm anyone. I just want to f**king die, I fantasise about killing myself every day, and would have if it weren’t for my kids. Everyone thinks I am bubbly and free, I just wish I could stay in a dark room all day and sleep. I feel constantly strained and close to tears. My family and friends are all either famous or living in inaccessible locations. Everywhere I go I am followed by people screaming at me, paparazzi are scum suckers, they are the worst people in the world. It might seem like I am being harsh, but when you are tired or scared and you have a thousand cameras in your face and people demanding that you look at them and answer their questions, it hurts. I went through a really hard time a while back and was f**king scared for my life, people said I was attention seeking. Other celebrities I have met are the same, nobody in this industry is truly happy. I just want to f**king DIE I am going to breakdown any day now. I follow stories. People laughed at Britney Spears, but that shit happens for real in real life. Robin Williams killed himself, he must have been tortured. It’s a shitty life, guys. The post Blind Item #9 – From Reddit appeared first on CRAZY DAYS AND NIGHTS. Source: Blind Item #9 – From Reddit […]
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ReplyDeleteI thought it was KTrash until the word fantasise now I think its british
ReplyDeletethis has Lena Dunham written all over it except she doesn't have kids. you can tell she's really messed up inside.
ReplyDeletedefinitely not KimK cause she loves the spotlight. she would never complain about getting too much attention or wanting to live a normal life. she's the complete opposite of that.
This can't be Kim K. This person HATES publicity and fame.
ReplyDeleteTo add, the person who wrote this forgets that Robin Williams killed himself NOT because of fame, but because he had a degenerative disease.
ReplyDeleteMy first thought was Goop but she's divorced. Maybe Posh? Although I love her and the thought makes me sad.
ReplyDeleteCancel that...Posh (or Goop, for that matter) has never, ever, ever been called fat.
ReplyDeleteAt first I thought Victoria Beckham but then it said bubbly and she doesn't seem like that.
ReplyDeleteBeyoncé
ReplyDeleteJust Written so it's a month (or so)after newborns
My first thought was one of the housewives.
ReplyDeleteMe, too. ..until I caught the "called fat" part. That doesn't work eitherl.
ReplyDeletelike maybe kyle richards?
ReplyDeleteCathrine Zeta Jones,or maybe fake or with a lot of red herrings to hide ID.I thought of her because many sites, including this one,accused her of faking her illness and going to a spa or getting plastic surgery.
ReplyDeleteMariah.
ReplyDeleteI was thinking maybe Jessica Simpson? Who if it is, Jessica it will be ok, move to the East Coast and lay low and therapy. xoxoxo
ReplyDeletehttp://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-2332617/Beyonc-increases-security-amid-fears-threat-stalker.html
ReplyDeleteMaybe referring to her crazy stalker(2013) RE:bad time/feared for her life...
It does seem like Kim in every other way. I'm trying to think of anyone else called fat and dumb who has paps around all the time.
ReplyDeleteCall me crazy, but I'm going with Mila Kunis.
ReplyDeleteI would think the person has at least some family in another country.
ReplyDeleteI read it as CZJ as well. Although they seem to be doing a great job at keeping their children as private as possible.
ReplyDeleteI thought this, too, but not sure Beyonce is a 'hated' celebrity, though. Could just be her lack of perspective on herself, but this and the fact that I have a hard time seeing her reach out on Reddit to make this claim are why I think this guess might be off.
ReplyDeleteMila has never looked fat
ReplyDeleteI thought this was Princess Diana until I got to the Britney Spears reference.
ReplyDeleteJust because someone appears to enjoy attention doesn't mean they do. My problem with Kim as the answer is that her family is with her all the time,this person is probably in the USA but from another country,as they seem to live far away,
ReplyDeleteI was thinking maybe Eva Mendes? I know in here, people may not see her as 'A-list' but remember that this is from her perspective. She does have multiple kids with Gosling, and she's been absent from the public eye (although when she does venture out, Paparazzi are certainly 'in her face,' so to speak).
ReplyDeleteShe has had run ins with paps, and she has her husband's older son blaming his fame for his issues, so she probably fears for their future now that they are older..
ReplyDeleteBlake Lively?
ReplyDeleteKenny Rogers
ReplyDeleteThe Duchess of Cambridge?
ReplyDeleteAfter the first "I am a celebrity" post on Reddit got so much attention, you can guarantee most, if not all, of the ones that followed are fake.
ReplyDeleteThe quote wasn't that she looked fat, but that she had been called fat. As an actress, there is nothing worse for you. If you want to insult someone in H-wood, this is how you do it.
ReplyDeleteAnd because she wrote it in reddit. Oh well, she may have contacted poopie goldberg's character in that ghost movie.
ReplyDeleteThis is an A list actress, not a D list never was.
ReplyDeleteThis person says that her family and friends are EITHER FAMOUS (KimK fits) or live in some godforsaken place which I, not being an expert in her life, cannot assure.
ReplyDeleteIsla Fisher?
ReplyDeleteDuh. That's why people who are smart don't become famous.
ReplyDeleteAmelia warner
ReplyDeleteIf Kim truly hated attention, she could be lower profile like Kourtney or Rob. Instead, she's constantly trying to outdo and upstage her siblings for headlines.
ReplyDeleteEva longoria
ReplyDeleteNever mind. She doesn't have kids.
ReplyDeleteI think this is a good guess
ReplyDeleteRebecca Romijn
ReplyDeleteI think it could be her. Their son is autistic which is also a big strain.
ReplyDeleteKim K bubbly??? No. She has always looked dead on the inside to me. Her smiles appear fake/painful but I don't think this is her.
ReplyDeleteJennifer Garner.
ReplyDeletePeople didn't only laugh at Britney Spears, they tried to drive her to suicide. People are horrible. Social media is awful. I don't have any social accounts bc people are so mean. I post on here sometimes, but stop for weeks at a time bc people are very mean.
ReplyDeleteit sounds like it's supposed to be kim k, especially referring to trouble recently that people thought she faked, never getting to see her husband. and who else listed here is universally "hated" the way kim k is? however, i think it shows too much self-awareness and sensitivity, not to mention writing ability, to be kim. so my guess is it's someone posing as kim or someone writing this on her behalf. or the start of a cover/reasons for the inevitable divorce - to make her more likable when the day comes. whoever it is, good luck with your kids when they find out about this in the future. kids don't take kindly to their parents' regretting having them for ANY reason.
ReplyDeleteHusband is not a list
ReplyDeleteKelly Clarkson? Is her husband A-lst? The clues are not clicking, she's not generally hated. Kim K calls the paps.
ReplyDeleteChrissy Teigen, with the plural "children" used to throw people off. "Everything I say is quoted in the media." (because she posts it)
ReplyDelete"Everyone thinks I am bubbly and free"
I'm not saying what she says is appropriate, but she does seem to NEED attention, while simultaneously snarking when people look her way. IDK.
This has phony, fake post by a jealous civilian written all over it.
ReplyDeleteActually, it reminds me of the hollow existence of Marcello, Emma, Steiner and all those other characters in Fellini's "La Dolce Vita".
"Woe is me, life is so hard, I'm so popular i can't stand it".
Shut up, cash out and move to a quiet apartment in Malta.
Someone will gladly take your place
Yea, I thought this was supposed to be Kim k as well
ReplyDeleteditto.
ReplyDeleteI actually think this is not real and a fake, not written by a celebrity.
ReplyDeletewhoever wrote it tho, I think is from the UK. the spelling of 'fantasise' may have been a typo, but I dont think so
I dont think she and her husband are 'hated' tho
ReplyDeletewhenever I say I dont have social media bc there's nothing social about sitting in front of a machine with no humans in the room, ppl on social media get real quiet. I hear a lot of complaining, "i hate social media! facebook sucks!" and still....they stay.
ReplyDeleteits toxic, its an adult form of show-and-tell, and I love to challenge ppl by making IRL plans. Nothing scares ppl hiding behind computers on social media more than having to take their face, their voice into the real world. ppl who do NOT thrive in the real world have found their place - behind a screen, safe, not needing to live outside. its sad.
the 'hate celebrity' part truly only points to kim kardashian, if it was real, which i dont think it is. its a great way for a nonfamous person to live vicariously/get attention by posting this.
ReplyDeleteI was thinking Jada Pinkett, until I read the part about being "bubbly ". She and hubby are considered A-list and disliked by many, they also have annoying kids.
ReplyDeleteWhat was her fear for her life ? Her film critics and body of work post "Crash?"
ReplyDeleteJessica Simpson?
ReplyDeleteShe gets a lot of crap - on here, too. I've heard people say he ruined his career trajectory by marrying a Cabbage Patch Pole Dancer.
ReplyDeleteThe little girl seems sweet, though.
Do you think Kim even remembers she has kids?
ReplyDeleteI'm on twitter a lot for news, not followers. My self-worth has nothing to do with those millions upon millions of strangers.
ReplyDeleteI use Facebook only for my family who live far away. No work "friends", no one I went to college with.
Never bothered with the rest of them - Snapchat, IG, etc....can't think of a reason to follow the same people on more than one app. Seems a little weird to me.
And I have zero interest in food pics or Pinterzest boards.
ReplyDeleteHow about Kourtney?
ReplyDeleteInteresting. Her husband can't move out of the country, she's trying to raise her kids as normal people....this could work. I doubt it's actually her though. Maybe Pippa's trolling her. Or that horrible wannabe gf of Harry's.
ReplyDeleteBeyoncé is absolutely hated online. Her article comment sections are always half people who loathe her and half the hive. That said I've never thought of her as "bubbly".
ReplyDeleteI say Tori Spelling. She may consider herself A list.
ReplyDeleteOh wow, that is a good guess. People are brutal towards her every move.
ReplyDeleteCZJ is bi polar,the person in this blind has had suicidal thoughts for a long time.A lot of suicidal people have fear of death from anxiety attacks, and even if it isn't her, I would not be the least bit surprised if she had attempted it.What triggers this in a mentally ill person isn't the same as a person who is well. .
ReplyDeleteThis person is married. Kourtney isnt.
ReplyDeleteFor some reason Reese Witherspoon came to mind when reading this. Is her husband considered A-list in his field?? Idk...
ReplyDeleteThis is obviously a phony post, and the writer clearly wants us to think it's Kim Kartrashian. As if any Kartrashian ever gave this much introspection to ANYTHING.
ReplyDeleteWell documented and known. I still don't know when she was in such a compromising position ,that she feared for her life? Dunno , she's always been very vocal,strong and direct. Which is one of the reasons I admire her. Also ,I can't imagine her referencing Britney Spears or using the vernacular,for lack of a better term ,here. Unless she hired a translator.... There also seems to be a dirty of paps nobodyup in her face (which is why she calls them-especially during her husbands "affairs /diagnosis .
ReplyDeleteAnd do people give a fuck enough to hate her-like -in the last 20 years,if ever? She's entirely like-able and respected??
*dirth of paps
ReplyDeleteagree, she is not bubbly
ReplyDeleteIt would also acount for the spelling of "fantasise".
ReplyDeleteAccount*
ReplyDeleteRead through the original Reddit thread carefully for the replies that the anon makes to other users for small clues as to who she is. If this is a legit confession, she lives in the United States with her entire family based in the U.S. Any overseas guesses like Kate Middleton would not apply.
ReplyDeleteCry me a river Kim. You have choices and the means to get help if you really want it.
ReplyDeleteChrissy Teigen
ReplyDeleteShe's very public. She technically has two kids (there's an invitro boy in storage). She gets a lot of flack on social media and regularly engages with detractors. John is also very vocal about his politics and has a lot of racist trump supporters going after him.
There's a video of her snapping a a photographer on a red carpet. She's all smiles, but the paparazzo keeps yelling to get her to look in his direction...she does and she goes off. Then, without missing a beat, turns back to her original position.
I find her funny on twitter and noticed that she even said she would need a new anxiety medication because the trump administration was stressing her out.
Of any celeb, I could see her being very comfortable using Reddit as a platform.
When has she ever been called fat. Also 'dumb' is an american term, brits would say 'stupid'.
ReplyDeleteI don't know who said 'be careful what you wish for, it could come true'...
ReplyDeleteWhat about Petra Stunt? She's British, owns Aaron Spelling's old home in Beverly Hills and has 3 kids. She and her husband are D-list celebrities, and I always see them mentioned in the Daily Mail. Maybe she's A-list in her own mind. Her dad used to own Formula 1, and he and her sister are also always in the tabloids. The rest of her family is in the UK and Croatia. I haven't seen her being called "fat" before, but it's not unreasonable that she would follow stories about herself in the media.
ReplyDeleteYeah, this sounds like it could be Kim K. and now I feel super bad for ever doubting her Paris robbery story because I would have turned to drugs to help me through the anxiety that would have created in me. That old saying about being kind to everyone because you never know what they might be going through should be amended to "... because you cannot even imagine what they might be going through .....". Whoever it is, if they get to read this, I've personally met adult kids of celebrities and adult grandkids of theirs; the ones who walked away cold from any interaction of any kind to the entertainment industry, went to college, got a job, made families, moved to the 'burbs and lived normal lives. Guess what? They're totally normal in every way. So, hang in there for the kids because you just might inspire one of them (or one of their kids) to get out and live a normal life free of what you're experiencing now. Caveat: your depression could be genetic in which case there is no escaping that.
ReplyDeleteThis makes me sad to read, but doesn't surprise me. I always read comments posted about celebs, and it disgusts me how cruel people can be, as if they aren't actual human beings. As a kid I went to an awful snobby private school and was picked on, and I imagine seeing it happen to yourself publicly is similar but amplified to the umpteenth degree. Hopefully whoever this person is can learn to just say F em all and find someplace safe to hide out sometimes. I'm amazed anyone in Hollywood is even remotely sane.
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